On February 2nd, 2017 I had a party at my house for a friend. It was a really good night. Parties at my house happen on a regular basis because you see, I'm more comfortable at home than I am anywhere else. I am a homebody because of my anxiety and depression so being surrounded [...]
I was raped by a colleague, JAMES ALEXANDER MARTYNIUK, in February the night of a birthday party I had thrown for another colleague in my home. I worked alongside this person for months in silence due to fear of losing my job as I am a contract employee and he is a permanent employee. Yesterday [...]
You would be so fucking proud of me. So proud. For speaking up. For taking my voice back. For finally fucking writing and not being afraid. I love you dearly because I know now that you said you were doing me a favour because you did not want to hurt me. Because we love each [...]
"North American people are the only ones to line up for something as enjoyable as coffee just to take it and go sit on their ass at work." I'm paraphrasing this a touch. My friend started it off with "Fucking white people." I didn't see his point of view before, but overtime I've come to [...]
Down down the hole I go where I am nobody knows. Am I ignoring you or at an all time low? Up up smiling again trudging through the week ahead. Happiness is all you see but know it's pain inside of me.
Because you told me I could depend on you. Because you told me you would be here for me. Because I told you I didn’t want your charity. Because I told you I just want your honesty. Because I still accepted you into my home. Because I made plans with you. Because I told you [...]
I sit here with this question ringing in my head since a friend so bluntly asked me this on Friday. “I don’t know.” I sat there struggling to find words because I realized I have no idea. I continued to tell him that I don’t know if I will ever feel happy again. I explained [...]